Sometimes, you have such total freedom that you get sick of it and wish someone is there to tell you not to do this, not to do that...

Laziness can be the biggest and most effective excuse in life.

Why do I need to think about why I am not somebody. I wish I don't.

I am frustrated not because I am myself, its because I am not 'someone'

Will be gone for a while...back soon...

Read and you will learn

Learnt

At the age of one, I learnt to walk and talk
At the age of two, I learnt to smile and laugh
At the age of three, I learnt to eat on my own
At the age of four, I learnt to read, write and draw
At the age of five, I learnt to make friends in kindergarten
At the age of six, I learnt to choose my own clothes

At the age of seven, I learnt to befriend and not friending others
At the age of eight, I learnt to play the piano
At the age of nine, I learnt to hang out with friends after school
At the age of ten, I learnt to feel depressed for someone close who's 'gone'
At the age of eleven, I learnt of the existence of competition and expectations
At the age of twelve, I learnt to deal with betrayal and jealousy

At the age of thirteen, I learnt to buy designer brands
At the age of fourteen, I leant to be confident and that the world has much more to offer
At the age of fifteen, I learnt the concept of 'Earn your respect', to debate and stand on my own principles
At the age of sixteen, I learnt of true friendship
At the age of seventeen, I learnt to make planning in life and to look at things from different perspectives

At the age of eighteen, I learnt how it feels to stay alive in the big blue ocean and to realise the world out there is no paradise
At the age of nineteen, I learnt to live on my own
At the age of twenty, I learnt to give my heart to the others
At the age of twenty one, I learnt to let go...(sign of maturity?hmm)
At the age of twenty two, I learnt of my responsibilities and to be more 'honest' to others, without expecting honesty in return
At the age of twenty three, I learnt that 'happy' does not exist because of 'sad'. He has always been there. You just have to feel his presence.
At the age of twenty four, I learnt that to think aloud and speak out will result in better relationships with others...And that indifference is not a crime, but I should make more effort to show I care and be bothered while I am still capable...

At the age of twenty five, I learnt that body metabolism decreases as I age, and I do need to keep up with the gym visits to stay fit!

At the age of twenty six, I learnt to forgive (although not quite there yet)...everyone is selfish just because we are human, and that is how we defend ourselves from time to time.