"There is only one success in life: To be able to live your life the way you want"

-Chistopher Morley-

22 years and still counting...yet I don't think I have live that long to know what I really want in life. Lets put it this way, I just don't know what can be or is the best for myself. Decisions, decisions...one of the nasty things that grows exponentially with age. A moment of thought made me realise that I am someone who seeks perfection most of the time. At least that is what some....some of my friends see me as I am. But I always deny it for the fact that I am pretty sure perfection is not something I seeked all these years. It was expectations and responsibilites; as a daughter, as a sister, as a friend.

"...live your life the way you want...."; personally, I interpreted this quote as being able to live in my dreams! Yes, my dream - a fairy tale come true for some people out there...and just not me. I have always ask myself what I wanted in life. The answer never did come up. The future is unpredictable, a definite fact but I do believe that what we do in present leads us to where our future lies. Future surprises us, brings us joy but also disappoint us in many ways. That is not because we could not determine fate. It is because every one of us live our own lives. And in the process, we 'affect' the fate of the ones close to us and those around us.

Being a hostage of life, I'd rather live life to the fullest, set small aims for myself and let life be. No regrets, if what you did is all that you can give.