Happy Birthday Mommy

I totally forgotten it is mum's birthday today. Such a disobedient daughter. Will try to make up for it and send the wishes through tomorrow. I blame it to the busy at work (maybe) yet boring and mundane life I am having these days. In fact, am starting to question whether I am willing to settle for a 9-5 job for the rest of my life! I think it is all because I get bored of things, not very quickly but within a long enough period of time that I desire a change. People say that the more you wanted something, the less likely your gonna get it. Hmm, in that case, am I suppose to not long for anything? And just let things happen? But I thought it is desires that makes people motivated and just go and get it!? Dilemma. Sometimes I wonder if it it is just me myself who is not contented. But I clearly know I wanted a change, a bigger change. And am just getting myself ready for it at the moment.

Jumping to another topic...

I think I have been tolerating a lot of people lately, i.e. I realise I have been telling myself to "YAN" a lot of times recently. Is it just because I am getting frustrated more easily or is it just that those people are being merely annoying. Well, to be fair I think it is the former case. Hmm...another thing to ponder about.

Just before I decided to hate everyone around me...I think I should do something to spice up my life to avoid that from happenning!!!

Current mood :- Floating...